5 more days!

5 more days until we leave for Kauai! It is 77 degrees at the hotel we are going to. It is 35 here and snowing. Can you see my desperation!!

Is it Thursday yet??

well hello 3rd trimester....

I am 27 weeks. Still nauseated. Still haven't got my energy back. I have the serious blues. I barely sleep. I still have the pregnancy "hormone" headaches. Still not patient, not social and not having a jolly good time. I have so many good things to be grateful for. SO many, but I am being unintentionally selfish and thinking everything is wrong with me or the world or... something. boo hoo right??

I have a HORRIBLE case of the winter blues and I think another problem is I have 3 HUUUUGE events happening so very close in my life and the fact they are within reach but not here yet makes me impatient and sad.

Those 3 things are:

we are going to Hawaii in 8 days!! yay Thurs the 3rd we are out of here for 8 days! It was going to be 10 days but it was almost $1000 more to fly back on a weekend. Happy for ANY amount of time!

The next big event is I am going to have a baby. In May. It is quickly (but not really) approaching

The last big event is we are... (shhh) moving! To nice, sunny, warm St. George. I am so home sick for St. George. We move June 1st. That is 4 years to the day that we have lived here. The plan is supposed to be I have the baby (whenever that is- my kids all come early) then stay here a few days so family and friends can visit and see her then I will spend a week or so at my moms so she can get in some new baby time as well as with my other girls (my mom is NOT happy about the move) and that way I have help as Daniel will be moving our stuff to our new place and un packing what we will need most until I am well enough to help. I know I might SEEM crazy for moving RIGHT after I have a baby but it will be fine and my hunky, buff, super man of a husband will have help and is a good man to get it done. We will be in an apartment until the town homes we want have a spot for us.

We have told very few people about our trip and move and will soon but since I needed a ramble/vent session I blabbed away here. :) Don't tell anyone k?

ha ha does anyone even read this old blog anymore?? lol

let's hope my mood improves I need a better attitude. stat.

Help me

I am STILL sick! We have this blasted influenza rocking our house and it sucks. I got, my husband got it, my sister who lives with us and both my daughters got it. Same time. It has been a joke here all week struggling to see who can take care of who. I had to go to the ER to get fluids to make sure I stay hydrated and they monitored the baby while I was there. She looks good! I have also lost 4 lbs this week :( sucky. Being pregnant and barely gaining enough weight as it is , then LOSING weight= no bueno

Anyway so because of that and the fact that my laptop is busted I can not get any blog time in. so sad. I have some super adorable pics to post too. I miss my laptop :( bah

Well in good news.... we leave for our fabulous trip/vacation/getaway in 18 days!!!! eek! It's getting closer!!

Ugh I am going back to bed. It takes great strength to keep my body up this long at a time. *dramatic sigh*