I am 27 weeks. Still nauseated. Still haven't got my energy back. I have the serious blues. I barely sleep. I still have the pregnancy "hormone" headaches. Still not patient, not social and not having a jolly good time. I have so many good things to be grateful for. SO many, but I am being unintentionally selfish and thinking everything is wrong with me or the world or... something. boo hoo right??
I have a HORRIBLE case of the winter blues and I think another problem is I have 3 HUUUUGE events happening so very close in my life and the fact they are within reach but not here yet makes me impatient and sad.
Those 3 things are:
we are going to Hawaii in 8 days!! yay Thurs the 3rd we are out of here for 8 days! It was going to be 10 days but it was almost $1000 more to fly back on a weekend. Happy for ANY amount of time!
The next big event is I am going to have a baby. In May. It is quickly (but not really) approaching
The last big event is we are... (shhh) moving! To nice, sunny, warm St. George. I am so home sick for St. George. We move June 1st. That is 4 years to the day that we have lived here. The plan is supposed to be I have the baby (whenever that is- my kids all come early) then stay here a few days so family and friends can visit and see her then I will spend a week or so at my moms so she can get in some new baby time as well as with my other girls (my mom is NOT happy about the move) and that way I have help as Daniel will be moving our stuff to our new place and un packing what we will need most until I am well enough to help. I know I might SEEM crazy for moving RIGHT after I have a baby but it will be fine and my hunky, buff, super man of a husband will have help and is a good man to get it done. We will be in an apartment until the town homes we want have a spot for us.
We have told very few people about our trip and move and will soon but since I needed a ramble/vent session I blabbed away here. :) Don't tell anyone k?
ha ha does anyone even read this old blog anymore?? lol
let's hope my mood improves I need a better attitude. stat.
3 comments:
I read it!:) So sorry you are feeling crappy. I think it's totally fine to let it all out. I'm so jealous you are going to Hawaii!! YAY!! Good luck with your move:)
I don't want you to move! I love having you live near me! I thought that you were moving into the house across the street from your house. I will be so sad when I can't see Ireland and Leighton as much. Now I'm sad! :(
MANDI! What? We just moved back here! I am so sad. Happy for you but so sad for us. :( What happened about that other house?? Email me.
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